DEVIL IN ME (DJALLI BRENDA MEJE)

 22-20s - 'Devil In Me'

Well i can't get the devil
Outside of me, outside of me
No i can't get the devil
Outside of me, outside of me

But i hate the world and everything i see
Everything i see, everything i see
And i'll never get the devil
Outside of me, outside of me

And i hate the world and everything i see
Everything i see, everything i see
I know the meaning of the word when it came to me
When it came to me, when it came to me

I don't live, i just breathe
I don't give and i don't recieve
And i'll never get the devil
Outside of me, outside of me

I don't get all the good things
You said i'd see, you said i'd see
And i don't see the light
Surrounding me, surrounding me

But i see lovers walking free
And i see red each tyrant say
All the good things that'd come my way
And i don't know you and you don't know me

I know what i want, what i can be
And i'll never get the devil
Outside of me, outside of me
Outside of me, outside of me
Outside of me, outside of me
Outside of me, outside of me
Outside of me, outside of me

CAPITALISM - MONEY KILLS CULTURE

BYE BYE BORA BORA...

Bora I.

NOTES FROM UNDERGROUND

ASGJE TE MIRE PER MUA... (NO GOOD FOR ME)

Eshte interesante si njeriu e kenaq veten me aq pak sa njeh, me aq sa di. Dhe e vlereson kete gje te shtrenjte deri ne maksimum, e ngren lart ne qiell... Dhe zor se zhduket edhe pas shume vitesh.

Viti 1998, viti i pare ne gjimnaz. Kavaje. Dy shoke qe nuk benin asgje me teper se ajo qe benin moshataret e te rinjte e atyre viteve: vinin verdalle kot. S. priste te merrte Benzin 190D te babait, kur do e conte per te lavazho dhe keshtu te dy, bashke me mua, benim nja dy-tre-kater-pese-pafund xhiro ne po ato rruge arna-arna te qytetit me targe siglat KJ. Ecnim me 10/ne ore. Rrotat zhyteshin brenda ne pellgje me uje, gjoli ndotte llamarinen fringo te kalter dhe ne siper degjonim Prodigy me volumin ne fund. Prodigy! Ne vetem kaq dinim, emrin e ketij grupi 'te mallkuar' qe luante muzike elektronike, reiv (rave) apo ku di une si e quanim ne cunat atehere...

Kaseta e zeze prej 60min kthehej e rikthehej derisa te beheshim vone per te kthyer mbrapsht veturen. Xhamat i linim hapur se keshtu degjohej edhe nga jashte ajo muzika e shpejte (garipe altruiste?), here-here i mbyllnim ngaqe kalonin makina te tjera dhe per te mos lejuar te hynte pluhuri i trashe brenda.

Katermbedhjete vite me vone ajo gjurma e mrekullueshme 'No Good (Start The Dance)' do te kishte po ate efekt marramendes. Aspak nostalgji per adoleshencen, vetem energji, gjuhe trupash, ftese per kercim, ritme tribale qe te plasin (megjithemend!) koken, ekstaze dhe mendje/sy qe fluturonje neper erresira... EDHE SOT!

Gjerat kane ndryshuar (apo jo Saime?), por perseri, sikur ka dicka qe mbetet po ne ate vendin e vet...

Edhe pse s'kishte asgje te mire per ne, ne ato vite, ne ate qytet. Pervec Prodigy-t!

SALONE INTERNAZIONALE DEL MOBILE - MILANO DESIGN, 2012

TO KEEP ORIENTATION

THE BLACK HEART PROCESSION - RE E ZEZE QE MBULON DIELLIN, PER NJE BALADE ME SHUME

1999. Nate. Kaliforni.

'Procesimi i zi i zemres' mbeshtjell me vehte emocionin, klimen funerale te balades se shkelqyer, gjyqin sentimental te personave ne mase. Noir si filmat me vlera estetike, impresionues te ndjenjave, personale ne trajtim, embelsisht te trishtueshem, kolone zanore e zhgenjimeve dhe ndarjeve: ana e erret e Kalifornise naten.

Megjithate muzikalisht albumi Two (1999) i Black Heart Procession mbetet nje pune e paster dhe e mrekullueshme. Tingull perserites (monumentale 'A Light So Dim'), gati hipnotizues, ze malinkonik (degjoni Pall Jenkins ne 'It's A Crime I Never Told You About The Diamonds In Your Eyes'), vuajtes, atmosfera ceremonish mortore (fale tastierave te Thobias Nathaniel), ekzistencialiste ne lirika dhe ne tekstin qe kendojne.

Nuk behet fjale vetem per trishtim dhe 'te zezen' e gjendjes shpirterore, por per marshin statik qe ruajne, folklorin qe percjellin (country/folk), terheqjen magnetike qe ushtrojne me ate sound 'prej terri' qe aq shume i shkon kodrinave te Hollivudit. Naten.

FASHION PARTY IN MY APARTMENT

 


















Klody D.





Ina N.

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Dhe per te 'nuhatur' kolonen zanore te mbremjes, si prezantim mjafton muzika meposhte:

Artist: The Neon Judgment
Gjurma: 'The Fashion Party'
Viti: 1981 (Belgjike)

MOSS ME 'I AM HUMAN' - NGA AMSTERDAMI ME POP-IN NE ZEMER

Artisti: Moss

Albumi: Ornaments

Viti: 2012

Nese e mbani veten per ca pseudo-hipster, degjoni sahere muzike te rafinuar, organizoni mbremje te orientuara nga tingulli i viteve '80, lehtesisht dance-music apo hidheni andej nga hipnagogjiket e rinj, kjo gjurme ben per ju.

Perndryshe, hiqni dore ta kuptoni dhe mbushni nje gote plot me qumesht te ftohte! Eshte akoma mengjes, apo jo? Be human.

MAGNETIC FIELDS RIKTHEHEN. DHE BEJNE PER TE KERCYER

Artisti: Magnetic Fields
Albumi: Love At The Bottom Of The Sea
Viti: 2012

[ Vini re!!! Vini re!!! Mund te te interesoje edhe:
magnetic-fields-stephin-merritt ]

BURIME ALTERNATIVE RRUGES...

MGMT ME 'KIDS' - MAKIN' MAMA SO PROUD, BUT YOUR VOICE WAS TOO LOUD...

You were a child, crawlin' on your knees toward it.
Makin' mama so proud, but your voice was too loud.
We like to watch you laughing.
You pick the insects off plants.
No time to think of consequences.
Control yourself.
Take only what you need from it.
A family of trees wantin',
To be haunted.
Control yourself.
Take only what you need from it.
A family of trees wantin', To be haunted.
The water is warm, but it's sending me shivers.
A baby is born, crying out for attention.
Memories fade, like looking through a fogged mirror
Decision to decisions are made and not bought
But I thought, this wouldn't hurt a lot. I guess not.
Control yourself.
Take only what you need from it.
A family of trees wantin', To be haunted.
Control yourself.
Take only what you need from it.
A family of trees wantin', To be haunted.
Control yourself. Take only what you need from it.
A family of trees wantin', To be haunted.
Control yourself. Take only what you need from it.
A family of trees wantin', To be haunted.
Control yourself. Take only what you need from it.
A family of trees wantin', To be haunted.
Control yourself.
Take only what you need from it.
A family of treeeeees...

FIRST AID KIT - 'HARD BELIEVER': LOVE IS TOUGH, TIME IS ROUGH...

So you ask for my opinion
Well what is there to say
To be honest and just foolish
Won't make you wanna stay
You've got to go on and get moving
I can't do that for you
Got so many plans and so much you want to do
Love is tough, time is rough
Love is tough, time is rough
Whoaaaa on me
Well I see you've got your bible
Your delusion imagery
Well I don't need your eternity
Or your meaning to feel free
I just live because I love to
And that's enough you see
So don''t come preach about morality
That's just human sense to me
Love is tough, time is rough
Love is tough, time is rough
Whoaaaa on me
On me-eeee .. on me-eee ... break

And it's one life and it's this life
And it's beautiful (repeat)
And it's beau .. beau .. beau ... beautiful

Love is tough, time is rough
Whoaaaa on me

AROMA E A.

Aromen gjeta
une larg lules
Dhe ne kete logjike
humba plotesisht

MINAT POSHTE AVULLIT TE FLORINJTE, DINAMOT DHE DASHURIA E PAMJAFTUESHME

Ndoshta cfare ne dashuruam
nuk ishte e mjaftueshme
Nje dite e mesova
i semure ne shtrat
Minat poshte avullit te florinjte
me kohe ne i kemi ngjeshur
Kur te plasin
avulli i florinjte
hundet do bllokoje
mushkerite do helmoje
Keqardhje per hyjnite e harruara
Ketu vend me s'ka per to
Dinamot
mbajtese drites se Diellit
po shterojne
Une syte mezi leviz
Puthi buzet shpejt
dhe shpreso te ngrihet
Edhe njehere Ajo...
Ndoshta cfare ne dashuruam
nuk qe e mjaftueshme

YLLI DIGJET, NE HUMBIM BRENDA NE TYMIN E BARDHE

Rrita nje zog prej metali
E ushqeva
me krahe te zogjeve te tjere
Metalike edhe ato
Tani eshte atje lart
Fluturoi larg
Zevendesoi nje yll
Ky u ndez flake
Si syte e tu
kur ndizen nga xhelozia
Une e pashe te digjej
Bashke me te edhe endrra jone
Pa me endrrat
brenda ne tymin e bardhe
ne humbim

TAIWAN LOMO CONCERT

HENA GRI

Parakohe tek ndalesa

Autobuzin humba perseri.

Ndjek floket e zinj

Ajo kthehet:

hiqem sikur nuk e shoh.

Ajri i mbremjes

fytyren me ngroh

Mendoj fjalet qe do te them

Peshtyma perthahet.

Asnje zhurme.

Vetem nje frymemarrje.

Copeza letre lart nga era

ngrihen

Lart ne qiell Hena gri

deshmitaren luan

Une vijat e gjata te pallateve

gjemoj

Hapat e vajzes

si kompas mbatin

LISA GERMANO, GEEK THE GIRL (1994) DHE PSIKODRAMA E FEMRES

Kryeveper-Kryeveper-Kryeveper-Kryeveper
NUK KAM DEGJUAR KURRE NJE DISK SI KY!

Qe nga sot do bindeni t'i vendosni emrin 'Liza' vajzes suaj se ardhshme!
Eshte me gjithe mend keshtu: une kam besuar gjithnje ne potencialitetin e femres si figure me misticitetin e saj, ne enigmen apo ne sekretin qe mbart/percjell, ne shprehine e se bukures, ne lartesine ku qendron ne lidhje me Token dhe ne, ne forcen dhe motivet qe i rrotullohen perqark. Kukull e magjishme... Por kurre nuk kisha menduar se te gjitha keto elemente mund te perqendroheshin te nje artiste te vetme, te nje muzike, te nje album autobiografik.

Lisa Germano - 'Geek The Girl'

GEEK THE GIRL (4AD, 1994)
Dritat fikur. E kycem mire deren.
Kishte kohe qe nuk rrija i ulur ne kolltuk dhe te fiksoja pafundesisht me sy ngjyren e zeze te plastikes se altoparlanteve (e keni parasysh?). Dhe padukshem degjoj muziken e Lisa Germano-s: heshtje-heshtje-heshtje-heshtje-UNIVERS I BRENDSHEM. Nje eksperience e domosdosshme ne ditet e sotme per ne meshkujt, nje porte dytesore ne boten e gruas, nje rrefim intim i rrenqethshem!
Instrumentet/tingujt nuk jane aspak te thjeshte: kitare klasike (linduar nga prinder muzikante!), violine ('Just Geek', 'Phantom Love'), piano dhe zeri i mrekullueshem akullnajor i Lisa-s krijojne atmosfera onirike per vajza qe kane gjera per te treguar, histori te vogla personale, paranojat, vuajtje te shpirtit, zbrazje te nje mendjeje te semure, kujtime nga femijeria e gervishur nga gjeste kafsherore (mjaft e veshtire per tu degjuar, megjithese eshte e detyrueshme per kedo qe do te kete nje ide rreth perjetimit te aktit te perdhunimit: '... A Psychopath'), ninulla per kukulla te prishura, udhetime neteve te pagjume te princeshave te vogla aq te deshirueshme ('Sexy Little Girl Princess')...
Endrra te komplikuara, ose me mire makthe, te peshperitura vetes perpara pasqyres, naten.
Kurajo dhe sakrifkim personal: e madhe dhe e pervecme znj. Germano!

Lisa Germano - 'Sexy Little Girl Princess'

MY FIRST LOVE WAS AN INDIAN MOVIE STAR - GUMNAAM (1965)

Flm Mr. D!